Did you ever wish that you could just start everything over? Tonight, this week, this year, I have felt like this very often! I sit with my “budget” in front of me, and I could absolutely cry! I am so far off the mark of making my finances work this month. It is so embarrassing the amount of debt that I have built and the overwhelming amount of money that I have yet to pay this month with nothing left in my checkbook! I seriously am in trouble! I do not know where to turn or what to do. I’ve exhausted all of my “lenders” and have such an insurmountable debt to pay back. My chances of making it through this month, let alone the next, are as good as winning the lottery is. I am truly at a cross-road here and have to make some big decisions.
Up until this point, my struggle has been my secret. I believe I hinted at that earlier. A dirty, ugly secret that has now grown into this overwhelming, never-ending daily battle that consumes most of my thoughts. I now am at a point where I will need to share this with someone. No, I don’t mean you. I do mean someone who can possibly help me out of this prison I have made.
I am scared, I am alone, I am in debt, and its all coming to an awful finale that does not look very good. Sorry, this is not a very great post tonight. I am hoping tomorrow will be better.
Thank you though for stopping…visit often, stay long, leave happy.